In Constant Flux

Wow, where to start. This has been a whirlwind summer of academic overwhelming. The end of this summer officially marks 5 semesters of non-stop class-taking. That equals almost two years with almost no time off. I feel that next summer will be reserved for avoiding classes at all costs.

I am proud to say, however, that I survived Organic Chemistry II. I actually did quite a bit better than I expected.

I also was accepted into the Bioscience Ungergraduate Research Program which should be an adventure in and of itself. I'm sure there will be more about that in the future.

Right now I have a week off until fall semester starts, but during that week I am writing lab reports from the last two weeks. I am up to about 35 pages so far and just a couple more to go. Not too shabby, eh?

This summer has also been a re-awakening of sorts as to what I want to do with my life. After lab one day I was standing around talking to Dr. Gray and a few classmates and we were discussing all of the hoops one has to jump through to get into medical school. Now, for those of you who don't remember (or didn't know in the first place), after much internal struggle I had finally made up my mind that I actually didn't want to go to medical school and wanted to get a Ph.D. in biology instead. Well, all the talk about med school after class made me second guess my previous decision and I began to panic. This was not just a little panic either. I mean I was on the verge of breakdown.

So, after class I pulled out my computer and began looking at different medical schools and comparing them to graduate schools and trying to figure out what my life had in store for me. I said some little prayers to see if I could get a hold of myself. Well, my prayers were answered and I decided that I had, in fact, made the right decision to pursue the degree in biology. Crisis averted.

Now I started panicking because I really don't have much time to get ready to start taking GREs and applying to different schools so I set out to find my schools of choice. And, after much deliberation, I found my dream school.







You may recognize this little building from a film called "Good Will Hunting." If not, it is the dome of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. I'm not entirely sure if this little dream is realistic, but I'm going to try anyway. My GPA is good enough, so we'll see if they like me. Of course there are some other little schools I would like to apply for such as Harvard, Yale, UC San Diego, among others, but there's always a preference, right?

So, the next year will be devoted to obsessing over a little school called MIT and probably trying to kiss up to whoever I can to try to make it happen. Wish me luck!


On another note: I saw the Declaration of Independence this weekend and it was awesome.